I'm not beautiful like others. I'm also not perfect like everyone else. I am aware of that fact. Men come and go with ease in my life. Why they easily trot at me? I seem to have no value in their eyes. Sometimes I feel very insulted. But I still keep quiet because this might a trials from Allah.
He comes in my life when I was in sadness. He seemed to give hope and a new lease on my life.
Why should he test me? I accept you even you're not rich. Sorry but I cannot receive if you were a drug addict. Maybe you can say that you just test me. But I thought about my family acceptance in the future. Can they accept you? I don't think so because no parent wants to see their daughter to live with a drug addict. Probably my mistake for not telling you the real reason why I cannot receive if you're a drug addict. But then you tell me that you're not a drug addict. You told me, that I was not sincerely accept yourself. My fault for not telling the truth. I am disappointed with myself. I'm also disappointed because I lost you.
I don't know how to express what is in my heart. I feel burdened. I was tired by all this. It may sound rather silly. But I really need you now. I love you with all my heart and soul.
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