Seriously Terharu

assalamualaikum

huwaaa! sha terharu giler dengan malaun-malaun nih. bila nak ambil laptop tetibe je ade hadiah jatuh dari laptop. ingat kan hadiah sape lah. rupanya sha punya!! terharu lagi!!

rupa-rupanya diorang dah prepare hadiah ni bulan lepas.
lama giler kan?
sumpah mereng bebudak nih.

petang tadi kebetulan sha tido sebab kepenatan main game. hehe. bangun tido je tetibe diorang tanya, sha taknak guna laptop ke? sha cakap lah tak sebab baru bangun kan takkan lah tetibe je nak guna laptop. pelikss. tu rileks lagi. masa makan tetibe ade senior ni yang tak pernah tengok running man tetibe je cakap nak tengok running man masa makan. ehh?! sha cakap lah yang external takde. tetibe dia cakap nak tengok adam & hawa lak. ehh?! dah kalau external takde, makne nye semua movie takde ye. lepas makan tetibe tergerak hati nak guna laptop. masa ambil laptop tu tetibe paappp!. ade hadiah jatuh dari laptop sha. sha ingatkan hadiah tu budak-budak ni nak surprise kan orang lain. sha pun buat diam je lah sebab memang tak expect ape-ape kan. masa sha tengah sibuk on laptop diorang semua terdiam. hahaha. pelik jugak tetibe diorang terdiam lepas hadiah tu jatuh. haha. rupanya hadiah tu sha punya. ok sha ni memang blur giler time tu. tapi still dalam hati terharu.

terima kasih korang. so sweet!
sorry la kalau sha spoil kan mood korang nak surprise kan sha!
kehkehkehkeh

p/s : maaf gambar tak cantik..snap dari phone je :)

My Love

I'm not beautiful like others. I'm also not perfect like everyone else. I am aware of that fact. Men come and go with ease in my life. Why they easily trot at me? I seem to have no value in their eyes. Sometimes I feel very insulted. But I still keep quiet because this might a trials from Allah.

He comes in my life when I was in sadness. He seemed to give hope and a new lease on my life.

Why should he test me? I accept you even you're not rich. Sorry but I cannot receive if you were a drug addict. Maybe you can say that you just test me. But I thought about my family acceptance in the future. Can they accept you? I don't think so because no parent wants to see their daughter to live with a drug addict. Probably my mistake for not telling you the real reason why I cannot receive if you're a drug addict. But then you tell me that you're not a drug addict. You told me, that I was not sincerely accept yourself. My fault for not telling the truth. I am disappointed with myself. I'm also disappointed because I lost you.

I don't know how to express what is in my heart. I feel burdened. I was tired by all this. It may sound rather silly. But I really need you now. I love you with all my heart and soul.

Stressssss (GARY)

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sha tengah stress sebab paper BEL311 susah. tapi yang susah bahagian essay je. hailaahh. rase mau nangis je sekarang. sha pun taktau la ape sha taram kat dalam essay sha tu. mintak-mintak la lecturer sha baik hati bagi mark tinggi sikit kat bahagian essay tu. hehe. BEL311 awak betul-betul membunuh jiwa & raga saya ni tau! jom hilangkan stress dengan tengok korean variety show. RUNNING MAN here i come bebeh!